Can you smell that? Oh, you're not in the same room as me so you can't smell it? Well actually there are two smells. The first is the smell of the oven self-cleaning...ick. The second is the smell of fear permeating from college students in a place near you! It's finals season for college students and that means regretting having skipped so many classes, last-minute cramming, and trying to make fast friends with the smart kid the professor loves. And after all this, maybe, just maybe, they will pass their exams!
On a side note, I am trying online dating with a reputable site. Don't laugh too much or you might hurt yourself. Any horror stories for me? Any good ever come from it? I'm not exactly sure how I like all the guys on the site yet....
Back to school....I'm almost done but then I have to take a mini-semester....(semester crammed into a three or four weeks of hell...mine is supposed to be four)...and will be attempting to complete it in two so when I transfer in the fall away from my current community college I will be able to get into the classes I need to keep moving forward semi on track with my degree plan. Why would you ever do this to yourself you might ask? I got a job with a company that puts on weeklong mission trips for high schoolers all over the country and will be leaving in the first week of June until August, then I move!!!
Okay so back to the dating thing....I think I went on a date today with this guy, I'll call him M&M. We dated in high school and have been hanging out off and on all semester. I am interested in trying to date again. Any suggestions? Anyone telling me to turn and run far, far away?
Dang I just found a new pimple...time to wash my face and get to bed!
Bad news of the week....ITUNES STOPPED WORKING. I can't open it (it physically will not open because of something or other that is missing) so I tried re-downloading it (several times) and nothing is working. I even went to itunes.com and tried to use their little help me guide, and it still isn't working. I feel lost and left alone in this big world without access to my itunes. Of course I have my ipod, which charges on my alarm clock, but it's not the same! Obviously I have access to music in other aspects, but I want my music. I am not the most savvy person when it comes to fixing technology, so I am at a loss. What do I do now?
Today's song of the day: Variations from an original theme, "Enigma", Variation number 9:Nimrod - by Elgar
This piece is almost a religious experience. It is an orchestral setting, but it is soooo beautiful!! If you are really ambitious see if you can find the entire set of all 14 variations. I'm definitely feeling the part of the nerdy music student today. With this admittance of what a nerd I am, I will now commence writing my paper that I have been putting off all week.
I feel a bit like the Prodigal Daughter of the blogging world. I haven't blogged in months, but am back in full swing! I hopefully won't make this too terribly long, I hate when I get long winded.
Today's song: "Curbside Prophet" (acoustic version) by Jason Mraz....so wonderful!!
I felt like this semester I kind of got off track of me, and have been having some issues finding who I am and where I'm going.....like I've been in Limbo or something. I'm not claiming by any means that I have all my issues resolved, but I am more comfortable with where I'm at in my life and where I'm headed for now. I think a big role in this was Lent (I'm Catholic). I really just feel like I was able to re-find myself and met me where I'm at. I know that sentence was all kinds of crazy bad grammar, and so is this one, but it's the only way I know how to explain myself. I am happy with where I am at.
This semester is finally coming to a close school-wise, and I couldn't be more ready for it to end! I am mentally exhausted at this point, but I cannot wait to get into new classes! I am taking a three-week minimester online of biology, which may just kill me, but I'm kind of nerdily excited for it! Then in the fall I am transferring schools from my current junior college to a 4-year University to finish my degree so I am definitely ready for that change in scenery and challenges.
Last but not least, today was an awesome day filled with funny God moments and coinciding ideas. I almost become giddy at the thought of how well today went and how many things tied together and how much I needed today after this weekend....opera rehearsal and concert Friday night, middle-school retreat I helped with all day Saturday, then same concert repeated Saturday night, sang in church choir Sunday morning, then helped with Sunday school stuff for the high schoolers at my church Sunday night, and I took an online psychology test that I might have bombed (oops)....crazy and tiring and wonderful all at the same time.
Today's song of the day: "Get Up Stand Up" - Bob Marley
I'm am all for standing up for what you believe in. Make up your mind and stick with it! If you haven't heard this song, that is a shame, and you need to listen to it ASAP. A video here will not do the trick though. You need to be chillin' and just lose yourself in the music!
Nothing really exciting has happened yet again. Part of me is happy that I have some more peace and quiet around here, but at the same time I am dying for school to get going again. I have far too much free time on my hands right now and am going nuts. In exactly two weeks I will be overworked and exhausted all the time and on the verge of being hoarse all the time, and loving every moment of it!
Today's song of the day: "Hold us Together" - Matt Maher
Is there anything better than a good, soulful, feel-good song? I say no, and this song encompasses all of those things! This expresses in music what I am feeling today. People are important and Love will hold us together. Need I say more on the subject?
Today was my dad's birthday. For his present from me, I baked his cake, from scratch! (I LOVE cooking and baking, and don't do it nearly enough). It took so long, but ended up going over really well. It was a marvelous Chocolate Macaroon Bundt Cake...yumm! Pictures tomorrow. Surprisingly not much else to say today. Pace
Today's song "Auld Lang Syne" I know it's pretty cheesy, but it is a new year full of new beginnings and opportunities to improve not only yourself, but also your world, which ultimately affects more than just you.
In all reality though "Casey's Song" by City and Colour is a great acoustic song. I didn't realize until just now when I was looking up the lyrics how emo-ish (is that a word? I enjoy making up new words!) they are. I can't help it though, I love the vibe of it. Here is it live!
I love the first day of the year, which is why this has taken until technically the second day of the year. I have gotten involved with this yearly tradition now, where you write yourself a letter full of your hopes and aspirations for the upcoming year. The idea is to write about what you hope happens and how you could make it happen. Then you store it for a year and then read it on the first day the following year and see how accurate you were and what happened and what didn't. In my letter from last year I didn't write how I could accomplish anything, then today while writing my letter to my future self I remembered why I did that last year. It's stupid to write how you can do something if you aren't going to be able to see it for a whole year. Instead I am doing that part in a journal I got today as part of my resolutions (but I'll get to that a little later). So instead I filled two pages with things I hope happen in this upcoming year. I realize not everything will turn out as planned, but I know I will be entertained by what I was hoping for today! Now on to my resolutions! (in case you haven't noticed...I LOVE lists and organization and punctuation).
1) Work out twice a week minimum. I know working out doesn't sound all that exciting, but I need to keep it up to keep myself in shape. I also have a really bad back and can't push myself too hard like I tend to do sometimes. I also did some calculations in my head and unfortunately this might be all I have time for some weeks.
2) Read 20 books for pleasure, not school. This is a big one for me. I have always loved reading and in the last 2 or so years I have found myself reading less and less for pleasure. I know a lot of people use the excuse that they are in college and don't have time to read for pleasure, but I am out to prove them wrong by making nothing lower than B's in my classes that are progressively getting harder now.
3) Successfully transfer colleges and move out of my parents house. I am SO over living at home. Need I say more?
4) Keep up with blogging and my journal. I am attempting to bring out my inner writer for my benefit, it is something else I used to love doing, but have gotten away from.
5) Now for the music nerd in me to come out...Improve my guitar and piano skills, and start writing my own music again. Fairly self explanatory.
6) Go to daily mass at least once a week, preferably twice a week though. I am Catholic. I'm not sure that I have mentioned that here yet. I am a devout Catholic, trying to improve my relationship with God constantly.
7) Save $3,000 in my bank, so I am able to move out when I successfully transfer schools. I am thinking big and positively here. Who knows if this is feasible in 8 months for a full time college student?
8) Last but not least, build up a better wardrobe of things that aren't 4 years old and looking the part. Unfortunately my experience with being a music student is at least a couple days a week you have to show up looking more than halfway decent to class, AKA hair and makeup done plus a cute outfit. I need a little bit more flexibility than what I already have considering that majority of my wardrobe is really old. I know this is fairly petty, but I think everyone is entitled a little pettiness here and there.
As with most of my lists, this was in no sort of importance order, just there. Now it's out there and I am even more accountable because more than just me knows about my resolutions! I am a firm believer this theory. Feel free to hold yourself accountable by putting your resolutions here!
I am:
new to blogging,
a wanna-be chef,
a mother hen,
animal loving,
boy crazy,
a pseudo vegetarian,
a college student,
an introvert,
looking for a place to discover myself and share my thoughts with the world!
